My mind is blown out by the lunacy
I see it in chunks around me on the pavement
feeling that I have pulled parts out with my hands
just to relieve the pressure
Looking back I always knew it was there
I chose to ignore it and accept it
the pieces that came out in my hands
Poor cerebrum, hurt so much from the disregard
Some of it leaped out on it's own quest
It had to come out to stop the tears
I thought alleving the pressure would make the pain less
but the hurt has been there so long
I have ignored it's cry
now it is a collicky baby that constant holding
can not heal the bereavment for the loss of sanity
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